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Chapter 11 - The Proposal He Made Without Me

 

 

I did not confront Daniel by phone.

That would have been efficient.

Efficiency had already done enough damage in my life.

I waited until our scheduled Friday transition meeting.

When everyone else left, I stayed seated.

Daniel noticed.

“What?”

I folded my hands on the table.

“Tell me about the buyout.”

His face changed.

Not guilt exactly.

Preparation interrupted.

“Greg told you.”

“Yes.”

“He shouldn’t have.”

“He works for the company, not your private imagination.”

Daniel looked toward the glass wall.

“I was modeling options.”

“You were modeling my options without me.”

“I wanted to know what was possible before bringing you something half-baked.”

The explanation was so familiar I almost smiled.

How many times had I used the same logic?

I had opened accounts, renegotiated vendors, booked travel, fixed schedules, and redesigned internal systems before bringing Daniel “clean” solutions.

We had both confused surprise with service when we were the one controlling it.

“That’s what I used to do to you,” I said.

He frowned.

“What?”

“I’d solve half a problem and bring you the finished version because I thought that was helpful.”

“It was helpful.”

“Sometimes. Sometimes it meant you never had to participate.”

Daniel sat back.

“So now we’re both bad people?”

“No.”

I shook my head. “Now we’re two people who got very good at a pattern that stopped being good for us.”

He rubbed his wedding ring.

He still wore it.

I had taken mine off the morning I signed the apartment lease.

He noticed me looking.

“I haven’t decided when to take it off.”

“You don’t have to explain it.”

“I know.”

A long pause.

Then he said, “I do want to buy more of the company.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want to spend the rest of my career waiting for permission from my ex-wife.”

The words were sharp.

But honest.

I nodded.

“Fair.”

He looked surprised.

“I also don’t want to spend the rest of mine owning a company mainly because I’m afraid of what you’ll do if I don’t.”

That surprised him more.

“So you’ll sell?”

“Some.”

“How much?”

“I don’t know yet.”

His mouth tightened.

“I need clarity.”

“No. You want certainty.”

“What’s the difference?”

“Clarity is knowing the process. Certainty is knowing the outcome before I’ve made my decision.”

He looked irritated.

I almost softened it.

Then I didn’t.

“I’ll get an independent valuation. So will you. We’ll compare. If the numbers are reasonable, I’m open to selling enough for you to increase your stake. I may keep a minority interest for a while. I may not.”

Daniel tapped one finger against the table.

“You could sell to somebody I hate.”

“I could.”

“That’s supposed to make me feel better?”

“No. It’s supposed to remind you ownership is real when it belongs to someone besides you.”

His eyes flashed.

Then he laughed once.

“You’ve been waiting eight years to say that.”

“No.”

I stood.

“I’ve been waiting eight weeks to realize I didn’t have to.”

At the door he stopped me.

“Rebecca.”

I turned.

He looked down at his hands.

“Do you think we would still be married if the company had failed?”

The question caught me completely unprepared.

I thought about the early warehouse.

The paint buckets.

The leaking roof.

The nights we came home too tired to speak and still reached for each other in bed.

“I don’t know.”

He nodded.

“I keep thinking maybe success ruined us.”

“No.”

He looked up.

“Success gave us more places to hide.”

That sat between us.

Daniel’s phone buzzed.

He glanced at it and went pale.

“What?” I asked.

He turned the screen toward me.

A message from Eleanor.

Your father is in the ER. Chest pain. We’re at Northwestern.

For one second, divorce disappeared.

Company disappeared.

Ownership disappeared.

Daniel looked at me with the same terrified eyes he had the night of our first miscarriage.

“Come with me,” he said.

Not ordered.

Asked.

And because Walter had spent eight years treating me like a daughter even when his wife did not, I picked up my coat.

“Yes.”

That evening I met Tess for tacos and told her about the buyout discussion.

She listened while squeezing lime over everything on her plate.

“So are you going to sell?”

“Some.”

“Do you want to?”

“I think so.”

“That wasn’t my question.”

I glared at her.

She smiled. “Family trait.”

I looked around the crowded restaurant.

“I don’t want to own seventy percent forever just because letting go feels like losing.”

“Good.”

“But I also don’t want to hand it to Daniel because he finally discovered feelings.”

“Also good.”

“I hate your system.”

“My system is asking what you want until you stop answering with what would be reasonable.”

I took a bite of taco to avoid replying.

Finally I said, “I want enough distance that I can build something new without checking whether he approves. I want enough ownership left that the company I spent eight years building doesn’t become a story I vanish from again. And I want him to pay fair value, not spouse value.”

Tess nodded.

“That sounds like an answer.”

It did.

The surprising part was how ordinary it felt once spoken aloud.

Before I left the office, Daniel asked one last question.

“If you sell me ten percent, will you resent me every time the company does well?”

I thought about it longer than he expected.

“Probably sometimes.”

He gave a short laugh.

“That honest?”

“You asked.”

I picked up my bag. “And you’ll probably resent me when my consulting company does well.”

He nodded.

“Probably.”

“Then maybe the goal isn’t to become people who never feel ugly things.”

“What is it?”

“To stop making other people pay for them.”

Daniel looked down at the table.

May you like

“That sounds expensive.”

I smiled faintly. “You always wanted to know what adulthood costs.”

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